Updated: Feb 6
I am writing to you at four o’clock in the morning because… Well… Everyone is asleep. Except for me. Things that are on my mind in the middle of the night. In nineteen years, I’ve had one great guy that I never wanted to leave me. We agreed to be friends, but that didn’t even work out. Even though I still think about him every day. He’s one of those guys I thought I would just mess around with. At first, I thought I was above him. When, he is above me. Just a simple guy, doing simple things, in his simple life. I labeled him a nerd, but he was okay with it. Everything he was insecure about was everything I loved about him. He was this amazing, sweet, intelligent guy. I guess you could say he got a hold on me. But I’m not here to tell you my sad love story (even though I just did). I’m here to tell you that… Times are hard. The world is a crazy and messed up place. But it can be so beautiful if you make it. Someone once told me to surround myself with good people and to not worry about the bad in the world. I am here to tell you that it does get better. It may not get easier, but life does go on. It’s been a year since he left me. And I’m okay. I got through it. And so can you. So basically, what I’m trying to write in this letter, whoever I’m writing to, I am your friend. And if you ever need me, I’ll be here for you. Be good.